Change

I had the most amazing lecture today in my managing change class.  As many of the students in my class are graduating this semester, my professor took a day to lecture on self change.  Man was I inspired.  I'll post my lecuture notes in my next post, after all the projects I need to complete tonight : /  However it made my realize a lot about myself and the changes I'm going through. 

This short and sweet little post is about something I learned about ME today.  I, Brittany, am a master at hiding my feelings.  Many, many, many people will disagree, and say I am quite transparent when I'm upset.  The trick here is that most of the time if you can tell I'm upset, I want you to know.  However lately......when I've been going through some 'changes', really had some ups and downs and life altering decision making going on...NO ONE close to me knows where my head is at or what I'm feeling.  (no.....I'm not going to tell  you my favorite follower either....; ) Actually, I'm pretty sure no one has even realized there is something going on!

Maybe I'm growing up, maybe this is a phase, but I'm going through an alone time right now.  Dealing with some stuff alone and I'm not sure if I like it or not.  I LOVE that I have so many people to lean on all the time (bless all of my family) but this college graduate (almost) needs to figure out some stuff by herself without the influence of others I so heavily weigh most decisions on.  SO, these big issues (big to me at least....keep in mind how blessed my life is) are gonna be handled by MUAH!

Keep an eye out for my post on the change lecture...it's gonna be good!

Let it go

If I tried to write an official blog right now, it would be a scattered mess! BUT... Here is to my family who have pushed me through a couple tough weeks.  Here is to this week being MUCH better.  Last but not least, here is to letting go of what you cannot control and holding on to what really matters.